Motivate Me

There has as no one pointed out been a distinct lack of content on photogabble as of late, that is not to say that I have given up with the website. No. I have instead been busy elsewhere and not motivated enough to include the regular maintenance of this website into my busy day. For those of you who seem interested, and indeed your numbers are few; my summer has dragged along slowly. It is suffice to say that there hasn’t been a great lot happening, I am still heavily in debt and whether or not I shall clear it by the time I get back to university looks ever more doubtful with each day that passes. Fortunately I have only my monthly mobile phone bill to pay left and so my outgoings can be easily controlled by not doing anything and just staying at home waiting for next month when I begin working in a Hospital again. There are to be very few things I can motivate myself to do, petrol costs money so unless there is a monetary return from an exertion greater than the one spent procuring it I have to decline until my finances are back in healthy order. This has meant that from now on I am to be for a better word home bound unless someone else pays, which is something I dislike almost as much as being stuck at home.

The thing that has brought about this sudden turn around is I had been paying off my debts until I began going out with friends in Kent and like a fool spending all that I had procured. Those who live here and have had jobs of their own for a prolonged period most likely wont understand at all the problem with this, and with looking at their individual finances one can’t be surprised at this however they will have to be understanding of the situation I find myself in. I can’t afford to leave the house unless it is for monetary gain such as work because if I do no clear this debt by the time I return to university then I shall find my self in a predicament most unfavorable, leaving me not much choice other than to jeopardise my studies by taking on a time consuming job.

Anyway the entire point of this post is not simply to keep the website looking fresh, but is to share a little about what is going on and enlighten those who might not initially understand the reasoning behind certain decisions I have made of late.

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